Adderall is like meth
I was told I had one of the worst cqases of treatment resistant depression thay had ever seen. I had Electroconvulsive Therapy 48 times and was in line for a Vargas Nerve Stimulation Implant. Like a pacemaker in my shoulder which senates shocks to the brain.
I was severely depressed, had insomnia, Panic attacks and anxiety, i clenched my teeth, had dry mouth and severe dental problems, I had a psychotic breakdown. At this point I'd been taking Adderall for 14 years. My dose was increased to 90 mg a day as you build up immunity I understand.. So now I'm addicted. So my research shows that after 10 years on a stimulant your body may need it to function normally. Addicted, paranoid, isolated, I gave up my family and every friend I ever had and isolated a paranoid being, They gave me antipsychotics to take with my Adderall along with Topamax to slow my brain.. I asked the doctors what the difference was between Adderall and meth. I was told it's cleaner and not made in a garage. I recently tried meth and found It's very similar. When I shared this information they cut off all prescriptions and refuse my adderall. Go figure after 14 years I'm addicted to it and now cannot get it.
They say that people who need adderall for it's intended purpose do not abuse it. I find this to be true. I took it as prescribed. I believe in part that Adderall did me in and led me to a life void of any meaningful future.