ADHD ,Precognition,OCD,Manic Depression

by Amee

Most of my life I have felt I was different. I can't tell anyone what happens for fear they will think I'm insane. I had a terrible time in traditional school since I could sense everyone's mood. I knew if people didn't like me. It was a prison. My grades consisted of A's D's and F's. My best subjects were math,science and art. I had to struggle through foreign language, English and American Lit. I was bored to death with it. I remember the instructors telling me I was too bright to get such horrible grades, which made me feel even worse.

I also have had precognition since the age of two.I will have vivid dreams and then maybe three months later the incident would occur either in my life or a larger scale.
Everything always came at me at once.I can't multi task so I would be very frustrated with this.The ADHD and OCD has made me a more focus person rather than multi task.I go through high highs and lows because I can't adjust to the plain,boring and structured world around me.Right now in my life I can't concentrate much at all.I don't sleep well and over eat. I feel my gifts as a person are being waated by
mundane everyday boring work or people.Everyone else are
sheep but I feel I need more than a life of typical boredom.

If people are gifted in unique ways,this society overlooks
it and even shuns it.I'll speak about dead people in the present tense and people look at me as though I'm crazy.No not crazy but just aware of what's beyond this life.I feel resentment because I can't fit in.

I want to be happy but on my own terms.I'm always asked why I didn't do the typical in my life such as get married and raise children like everyone else.Well who should get married just to marry would be my answer.People don't understand my independent spirit.

Click here to post comments

Return to ADHD Gifted.

Recent Articles

  1. Just discovered I might have ADHD.

    Hi! My name is Tiffany, I am 23 and the single mom of a 3 year old boy. After struggling for years and year and never being able to figure out what was

    Read more

  2. First day on meds & I'm terrified

    I've had problems with ADHD for as long as I can remember and we've been considering meds for a long time but today I finally took my first dose and had

    Read more

  3. Depression and ADHD: Taking stimulants and still super tired

    Diagnosed with ADHD and more recently depression. I started taking Zoloft 2 years ago while also taking concerta. Neither was doing much for me so I switched

    Read more

  4. Help on handling spouse with adhd

    Hello all 1st time posting on a site like this.. my wife has been diagnosed with ADHD, Bi polar, PTSD, and OCD. We have been married for 20 years and

    Read more

  5. Memory problems without afternoon dose of Adderall IR

    I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 7 years old & I’m currently 29 years old. My life kind of blew up/fell apart in March 2015 when I had been on 20mg

    Read more